its happened again...
it hurts just the same....
ill never get what i want most out of this life...
ill never fucking have it.
maybe its cause i got nothing coming
or myabe cause its all going,
but whatever the fuck
its not mine.

all i can do is wait...
since once a fucking sucker,
always a fuckign sucker

i need something.... now....
no not something...
i know exactly what i need...
and i cant have it...
because i was too late, or just plain not right for it...

i need it so badly, it physically hurts....

whatever. i need to write about it anywho, someone needs to know.
she doesnt know.
or maybe i dont know...
i hope i dont know

tired of waiting...
all this damn waiting....
but there ever looms a brewing storm
upon the emancipation of those who conform...
but what can i say, i try harder every fucking day...

yea ( Read more... )

So im getting an apartment somewhere close to drexel... anyone wanna move in with me? inquire within...
places im lookin at are around 500 a month... wont be there more then 6 months though.... anwyho, throw me a bone if your interested, no guarantees on what i will say though...

so i feel like death right now... jesus fucking christ. ive been working for 30 hours this weekend... and counting ( Read more... )

its been a while, figured i could use an update ( Read more... )

alright, so i feel like ive dropped off of the face of the earth... but not really. ive been working a shitload, dupont is a crazy place to work, and they pay me like a high class hooker. so im working saturdays now as well, hence the 7am saturday post. anywho, i miss going out and seeing people... i did go to totos on thursday though, got way more ( Read more... )

well yea, so that explains it. im a pimp. not really, i got some new cool clothes that make me look like a pimp. and im gonna be working starting monday, so im gonna be a baller too ( Read more... )

so ive just regained consiousness from a 3 day camping trip which involved none other then 3 days of substance abuse ( Read more... )