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Dream last night, had it twice and woke up after second one. Not totally insane but meh ( Read more... ) -
Left on the dock
Almost forgot... this morning I had an interesting dream. Since I still remember big pieces of it, I need to post it ( Read more... ) -
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I have had a pretty good few weeks to date. I am happy to say I am actually happy right now ( Read more... ) -
private life
Some aspects of my life i choose to have private. Just how I am... I am extremely guarded about things. And nothing hurts me more than when those things are shared in confidence and then just spread out there like common knowledge -
Happiness
It's been a while since I have been as happy as I am right now. I have a great core of friends in my life that make it extremely special. In the last 2 years I have really expanded some existing relationships with friends and made some new ones. Some through friends and some randomly ( Read more... ) -
new friends and old posts
So i was just reading back through some older stuff. From 2 years ago. My how things have changed. Quite dramatic. Back then I was drinking so heavily in my misery that I don't recall most of the summer. I read stuff from this time that year and I see stuff like 16 shots of crown in a night to make me pass out ( Read more... ) -
New things
I am super happy as of late. I have been getting out and going on a few dates to start. I am building confidence even without them, and I am working on some things personally that I have put off for years and years ( Read more... ) -
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Well the weekend was a blast. Went camping with my friends from Utah County. Lots of drinking, food, games and chatting. I really like those kids.
Then I came home and saw Inception for the birthday. It was good, really liked it.
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Where I will end up
I don't know where I will end up. I absolutely love Utah, my friends that are here and the life I have made for myself. But I find myself wondering from time to time if this is where I belong. If there isn't a better place for me to be than in Utah ( Read more... ) -
Slow
Work has been pretty slow this week. It's summer, and summer is slow normally. But I feel like I am not doing enough right now, and not pulling my weight. Problem is, I don't know what more I can do to pull my weight. I need appointments and I am just not getting them ( Read more... )