SO. i feel like i want to start updating again so in a year i can read all my entries and remember all the fun and not so much fun i had and all that stuff...so i still love him, with all of my heart, even though hes screwed me over millions of times, none of it matters, cuz i just love him. erika didnt talk to me all day and im not exactly sure ( Read more... )

ok...so i dont really feel the need to have this thing nemore...it was there for me wen i needed it...back when the world hated me nd i was going through some of the hardest times of my life...without amazing friends to back me up through it all...i couldnt handle life nd this was my way of dealing with it...along with other bad habits that should ( Read more... )

ok so i kno that im making this into way a bigger deal then its meant to be nd everything but im kinda fed up over it nd i just need to get it out. im ever so sick of being put second to every1...i mean come on, ONCE just one god forsaken time am i ever going to be more important then the girl that ur gunna like for a day nd then be over...cuz i ( Read more... )

so now we are back from the shore...we had SO MANY UNBELIEVEABLE MEMORIES <3333 sami, hopie, holly, mommy, jen, nd angela...stone harbor 05...we sure left our mark 8)...i love these gurliis nd nothing will evvvver change that...it sux that we r back but im glad to see every1 nd talk to every1 again...i dont really feel like updating about all the ( Read more... )

ok so the past 2 days have beeen soooo awesome...on thursday i did something during the day...i have no idea wut nd im prolly pretty stupid for not remembering, but i just cant?...but that night stevo took me nd hopie out for dinner nd the cow for our birthdays...so we went to outback nd ate like the entire restaurant, like whoa...i thought i was ( Read more... )

Update Fairy her……………………………… Sam is out celebrating her birthday, so I thought I would give you a little update! Today is her day & I thought I would just jot a few notes about the Sam we love to love ( Read more... )

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Name the first 10 people that come to mind ( Read more... )

sooo lets see!!...went shopping with mary nd mike got some SUPER fun stuff...great stories but i cant really tell them, lmao...this is gunna make SO much more sense later...i hope?...ok prolly not cuz nothing ever really makes sense with me...i feel like big crap nd all that, ew...so uhm, i guess im gunna go listen to music nd watch a movie or tv ( Read more... )

sooo 2day was an awesome day...woke up at like 11 nd then erika came over...we made ravioli nd macaronni nd cheese nd ate the ravioli...nd then took the mac nd cheese outside nd tanned...so i was kinda half sleeping nd i looked up nd saw erika sitting there like this little kid eating her mac nd cheese nd it was adorable :P...so then like we came ( Read more... )