i rarely dream and i prob should've written this down as soon as it happened but didn't have time. so i dreamed that cote and a co-star of hers from one of her ncis espisodes was defending these young girls. it was quite weird b/c it started off as cote as her ncis character ziva and her co-star just like the episode that she guest starred in. ( Read more... )

*sigh* sometimes i wanna scream and beat sense into a certain someone just because that person makes us feel bad at times or for the fact they just don't see it the way we do. anyway, today's events made me and the other person (i think as well) somewhat annoyed and even envious... because today this person and their significant other just got ( Read more... )

things have been pretty crazy... arthur keeps having to work on weekends cause all the weekend workers decide to take vacations on the weekends that he's "on call". on top of all that the whole process of having to move from one house to another... for the most part we got him moved in, in one day!!! the saddest part of this... and i still don' ( Read more... )

(technically speaking) it's already february. i've really less then 13 days to find what i would think is perfect enough for valentine day. i've no idea.... not to mention i dunno when i can really be able to have the money to do so. i still need/want to send king cake to the bestest friend i've ever had... i want to get one for myself even b/c ( Read more... )

i know that this may sound... weird... but i really believe that if anything ever happened between me and arthur and that we ended up going our separate ways that it would almost literally/physically kill me. you could say that he is really my last hope of ever having an actual life and to finally be loved for who i am despite everything i've gone ( Read more... )

it's always a thrill when the bestie is down. even when he has to fly back at crazy ass hours it's still fun. to stay up the night before through the time in which i have to go get him is just something very special to me. every time he's down it's like xmas and getting to open that first present! every time having that as the one thing i look ( Read more... )

18 months 5 days!!!! ^_^

it's been a while... i guess a lot of it has to do with exhaustion but the rest would probably be from letting it all soak in... i've had a lot of health problems lately... but hopefully from now on i'll never end up back in the ER for a VERY long time. anyway....i think it's finally setting in that he's gonna stay with me no matter what ( Read more... )

i really do think i've got the best guy i could've ever asked for. the fact that within the past 2 days he's been there for me through it all. the fact that tomorrow he's gonna stay up so he can get me to the dentist and back home. the fact that even his mom treats me like a little princess! i love how he was so willing to put my initial on my ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU AMERICA AND YOUR GREEDY SELFISH PRIVILEDGED PIECES OF SHIT WHO RUN OUR GOVENMENT AND COUNTRY!!!!!!  I HOPE YOU ALL BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!