I'm working my way through the tedious task of a paper re-write but had to take a moment to come drool on like a typical girl.  I just came on to say i love my adam. I love him!  Sometimes so intensely that i feel like i might explode if i don't share the feeling.  What a gift to have so much feeling for another person that u can't keep it ( Read more... )

Adams present was on my door step when I got home tonight.  I was so excited I couldn't wait till tomorrow and thank God he didn't insist I wait!  May Blues got me a star for a birthday!  Teriguin's Star is in the Leo constilation (cause adam's a leo) and is at 9h29m31s +20 degrees 08'11".  You all may look at it if u want.  wow I have a star ( Read more... )

  I saw the most beautiful bright red tree as I walked home from payroll. As the sun flickered between the trees branches blowing in the frigid autumn wind it seemed the tree was ablaze and for a moment I stopped, there in the cold chill of the day to admire it's beauty.  And I found my self wishing that I could keep it's beauty prestinely ( Read more... )

These lyrics envoke an icredibly emotional respons inside me. I am moved to tears everytime i hear the song. I understand these lyrics, I have lived these words. There message is one that took me many years to accept. This truth was key to accepting my life and ultimately finding peace in who i am and the journey that lay ahead. Looking back on my ( Read more... )

 Leann Rimes - Some People Lyrics

Isn't it a gamble
Layin' your heart out on the floor
Nothin' short of a miracle
When you find the one you're looking for
It's another kind of trouble trying to hang on to who you are
When all you wanna do is lose yourself in someone else's arms
Isn't it a wonder (that) we got this far

Some people aren't lucky like ( Read more... )

weeeee an actual update!  life is busy! that pretty much sums it up!  job is going well. classes are a pain but going well and homecoming activities are beginning.  i feel in a whirl these days always catching the shuttle or checking my date book, which i use heavily !  i guess all and all things r alright. i'm still weeding my way through my ( Read more... )

Self-Pity

I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

-D. H. Lawrence 'Self-Pity' Pansies: Poems (1929)

Casting Crowns-Praise You in the Storm ( Read more... )

it's me again, come to peck out my feelings onto this keyboard.  classes and my job are in full swing, each going fairly well considering that i've taken on more responsibilities this yr.  the busyness is good, keeps me from missing adam and distacts me from the feeling that i've out grown this place.  something is nawing at me, a small voice from ( Read more... )

Today is my Adam's 21st birthday and therefore this entry is dedicated to him.

Adam after three years I've told you I love you in so many ways that I'm beginning to find it difficult to think of new unique declarations of my love.  I've had the pleasure of watching you grow from a odd cheeky 17 year old to a strong, confident, intelligent  and ( Read more... )