Omg! I have not been on the ol' el jay in fo-eva! I miss you livejournal. You totally need to make a comeback...Think I'll make a new account with a not so dumb name lol,

well its been a while....and im mostly on myspace now...so if wanna keep in touch add my myspace http://www.myspace.com/crazyrain

hey whats up yall...wow its been so long since ive updated this thing...havent really felt like it...my computer crashed so back to sharing one with mom...anywho i gotta go dont really feel like talklin

Well, whats goin on out there in the world of yall? not a whole lot with me...i talked to madison today for a lil bit, man my head hurts really bad right now...uhh lets see...had a boring week, Sara W. got up in my face at the beginning of the week...lucky for her i controlled myself...my little brother got poped in the face today on the school bus ( Read more... )

Ok, I think I know what's wrong with me...once again I'm scared of losing Aj...Sara thinks she can jus flirt with him willie nillie and shit...argh and he hasnt been acting himself...or maybe its me...I NEED TO STOP THIS! I'm sure the only reason I'm being like this is because I haven't seen him all week...once again I feel like crying my eyes out ( Read more... )

well right now im kinda down but i have no clue why...i feel like crying...i wanna know what the hell is wrong with me! damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it...

well right now...ive cried just about every last tear that i think i can possibly cry...wait nope here it comes agian...today i learned that my little brother (Richard) checked out of school and didnt even bother to tell me...ya know i never thought being separated from a sibling that i rarely see would hurt sooo bad. my brother is moving to motana ( Read more... )

Hello my fair people...how the hell is eveyone...its been a while since ive found myself able to find something to ramble about...life is semi ok right now...stuff with aj's ex is blowing over....i pulled my shoulder muscle doing colorguard...no activity for a week...kinda sux...school is going ok...tis really boring....Aj is wonderful...hes kinda ( Read more... )

hows it going out there in el jay land? right now its pretty shitty for me...a friend of mine informed me this morning that his mother passed away saturday...and so since then my day has been hell...not only have i been thinking of how my life would fall apart if i lost my mom but ive been thinking of how bad he must feel and ive been thinking alot ( Read more... )

hey everyone hows it goin? eh pretty good here....last night i watched napolean dynomite...and didnt really get what was so awesome about that movie...it wasnt funny...but yet it wasnt retarded....it was pretty much boring. uhh i was gunna post something yesterday but forgot...something about the retarded hurricane...my great grandma isnt doing to ( Read more... )