Lately I have been thinking about my life and the way I live it. There was a time that I didn't question myself and seriously did not give a fuck about other people. Then I fell in love... and nothing happened. I hurt someone who loved me very much all due to my fucked up selfishness.  I moved on after breaking his hearth. It wasn't long before I ( Read more... )

WOW, It has been almost two years since my last entry...  after a sad night of long reflection and travel through my life I remember about this journal... I've read all  my entries, and boy have I changed. While reading through the lines I can feel the excitment when I was typing them years ago... so juvenile and naive, rushing desperately through ( Read more... )

You Are So Not Ready To Get Married

Deep down, you might wonder if marriage will ever be right for you

You still have a lot to figure out when it comes to love, life, and making yourself happiest

That's okay… take your time. The better you know yourself, the better partner you'll be.
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OK... SO I'm TOTALLY BORED AT THE LIBRARY. I Have to scan tons of articles and probably will be here for a couple of hours... so i decided to finally update my journal with stupid shit... here we go!

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Paris and Nicky

Wild, infamous, and stunningly gorgeous.
You cause a scene wherever you go

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Today I had a second interview at Urban. IT WENT GREAT! I got there and asked for James, the manager who interviewed me last time and he told me another manager was going to interview me today, she was this really cool girl, Brook i think her name was. Heading to Sturbucks, where the interview was going to be held, we were talking about my past ( Read more... )

OMG, I got called back from Urban today... I got a second interview on Saturday at 3! I know it's kindda lame because it doesn't mean I'll get the job, but something tells me I will, so keep your fingers crossed for me!

-CESAR

PS- I've been drinking a lot of cranberry juice...

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