only 33 more school days left till i am free to change myself this summer........howEVER i please.
don't look for my attention, give me yours. its a two sided thing. Don't be fake, tell me who you are, don't lie, tell me what you think, dont' hate, i felt sorry.

I feel unreal...wierd things keep happening to me, or i guess i just feel wierd about certain situations. I am trying to be me...but i don't really care to make sure that i am being me, so in a way i am not being me, but being me..haha. Anyway...this week will be great, my brother has been gone for 2 years, can't wait for thursday. Time to refresh ( Read more... )

I am missing myself. i gotta get away.
how do you just stop???
Do you ever stop loving your first love?
i miss friends.
Yep i am strong, but somedays...
that is not enough for it all.
Can i please understand?
just more time...

wow i have not gotten sooo irritated in such a long time as i did today! it is nearly two weeks until a glorified week of Spring Break that is greatly anticipated for me, and i have been desiring my spot on the beach in mexico soo badly. He is going to be there too, the blabber mouth, good intentions but absolutley loves to hear himself talk, and ( Read more... )

I had such a good weekend. :) ahh i hate gettting stressed and knowing i won't do well, i try not to stress myself out and then i just can't work, its like my driving force to do something. I enjoy and want to just have absolutley nothing on my mind, i dont' want to think about anything. i can't handle thinking about stuff. blah i think i just want ( Read more... )

"When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal" -unknown

I am trying honest as hard as i can, but so far its not coming fast, but i didn't expect it to..."As soon as forever is through, i will be over you." -Toto

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Why do i do this to myself?????why?

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh ( Read more... )

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything ( Read more... )

A few things before i fall into abyss ( Read more... )