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Hi. So almost a whole new semester has gone by without me updating. so here's the rundown of what i have done and who i have been and where i have gone and who i have done and been and gone with ( Read more... )

you know, what do you do when you don't know what to do? some say dumb question. i say fuck that. it's my question and i wouldn't ask it if i knew the answer. those people i used to talk to about important things...i'm tired of only talking to them when they're drunk or high. or not talking to them at all. you know, i just...nevermind. i'm ( Read more... )

It's 2:27 am, Saturday the 8th of January. My wisdom teeth were forcibly taken from me approximately 41 hours ago. Since that time I have been in a constant near-drunken state, compliments of vicadin. And my face is very pudgy. Ouch.

SPARKyARTuro: the military designed arapnet ( Read more... )

hi! cheer up, you. as they sing, "we live in a beautiful ( Read more... )

I wish I were in Seattle. It's 2:30 in the morning. I'm sitting in the lobby of the Ramada, posting on the hotel computer. A fake, badly decorated Christmas tree sits in the far corner. There is no snow here. Tonight, I will spend a God-awful New Year's Eve with extended family and the family friends of that extended family. This annual trip ( Read more... )

So, I've been at college for a semester. During that time I didn't read or post anything on livejournal. And now I'm back! Yup. If you've got any unanswered questions about my life over the past four months, please feel free to ask. I believe in open lines of communication. Frankly, I don't have much else to write right now.

Have you ever looked in the mirror and started to cry? Not because of how you look--you don't even notice that--but because of how you feel. You start to realize that you've begun giving up on how things were supposed to be. You wonder if you can keep being who you're supposed to be. You think that maybe you haven't been that person in a long ( Read more... )

I would like to apologize to anyone I may have been rude to tonight. Apparently I can be a very mean drunk. I don't really know what else to say, except I'm sorry to everyone I ignored or yelled at.