love and hate aside (and the fuck yous, too) i've never missed anything or anyone so much in my life- and there are a lot of things and people i miss. i've never felt so heavy, so lost and unresolved. i don't know why i thought i could be angry. "lucy" got me going, but after an outburst i just felt empty. it didn't bring love back, or erase it
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