i woke up at 3:02 early this morning. i knew something was gone, someone was gone. I had that sneaking suspision. the emotional bond we grew was so strong.. even when laying in her bed holding her hand in that silence, the silence filled with thoughts and memories, even if she couldnt talk. we were together. many times. She is no longer suffering, ( Read more... )

thanks for finally talking to me. youve seen me thru all my hard times which is why i need you so badly now. i know you said youd answer my phone calls but im not going to take advantage of that and save it for a emergency only kind of thing. today i slept till 12, didnt go to work, folded and put away 4 loads of laundry, did the dishes and watched ( Read more... )

So. im actually really upset now.. well among other things ( Read more... )

just.
talk to me.
please

first day back ( Read more... )

been trying to get ahold of you.
please call.
thanks.

you called?

soo immature. sounds like something ryan would say.
if you would like to talk re-add me to msn or call me
please.
thAnks

I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life, wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do,
I'm sorry I just can't help myself, I fell in love with you

just got back from my grammas ( Read more... )