Comments | c_rza: Life is progressing...or so it seems...or so I would hope.

c_rza

Life is progressing...or so it seems...or so I would hope.

Mar 15, 2005 15:18

Well, this is going to be slightly-well slightly isn't exa-aw fuck it, this shit is gonna be mad long. But if you have the time to sit down and read for a minute, please by all means do so. I would like in my own world to know that someone is mildly interested in me and concerned with my actual being. Other than it always being me caring for ( Read more... )

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Damn _boo_radley_ March 17 2005, 22:18:33 UTC

i don't know if i'm breaking the mood, but ya'll niggas type a lot. Everything will be ok in the end nigga.

Re: Damn _boo_radley_ March 17 2005, 22:28:36 UTC

Yo, it seems like the only way that this will ever be resolved is if ya'll just get together. Typing back and forth on each other's live journals will accomplish nothing. I'll fucking medaiate the shit if i have to yo.....just get face to face

Re: Damn c_rza March 18 2005, 09:52:44 UTC

Yeah I hope so, son...But why is it that I can't help get the feeling that...maybe ok, we get together, have a good time, life goes on. But then maybe a year or two down the road, everything happens all over again. I'd love for it to be similar to high school when we kinda wanted to hear from eachother once in a while. But whatever, since everyone's "growing up" and they forget along the way...whatever...I'm just tired of caring half as much as I always do, and get little or nothing back...whatever...

entry 1 avid_dreamer May 1 2005, 07:29:23 UTC

Lsiten it so happens, that the reply I have written is fucking too long for their space...so, I am going to divide it in two parts
arghh...stupid LJ

entry 2 avid_dreamer May 1 2005, 07:30:19 UTC

(I wrote it in word then...can u imagine ( ... )

entry 3 avid_dreamer May 1 2005, 07:30:48 UTC

Why are you confronted with only the bitches and the whores, when it comes to love? Bribe cupid the next time ( ... )

last avid_dreamer May 1 2005, 07:34:47 UTC

I just remembered, that there was more I said the first time I wrote - the stupid entry that got deleted.

So, I was thinking that the best job to make cash is to be a bartender. It is a wise investment to complete a course for being a bartender and work as one - you have no clue how much money these people make. And even servers, I mean seriously, how often do I see the servers working under me make like $300 for tips in a day, EACH!!! I mean, why not??? You know...so give it some thought and take the required action!

Re: last c_rza May 1 2005, 07:50:24 UTC

In a perfect world, I'd ask you to marry me. Ha. You're just simply an amazing and caring person. One who just, gives all of herself, even if it can and be delivered in words. I just can't imagine why you don't have 10 million guys asking your father for his blessing right about now. Your sincerity goes beyond boundaries. And most of all, the only two words that would have the most definitive meaning right about now, are "Thank" and "you". So thank you, Sana. I really don't know much of else to say because you just seem to be the most understanding person in my life right now. And that...right there...is just hard for millions of people to be able to say at all. I could never, ever, eeeever, ask anyone for money. I don't even ask my mother for money. And it's for the fact that I know she'll throw it in my face and bring up the past of borrowing money. And as for moving in with you for the summer...Your dad may be sweet, but I'm pretty sure, fatherly conscience will pop-up and be like "WTF???" But I'm gonna let you know ( ... )

the sweetest thing avid_dreamer May 1 2005, 08:23:00 UTC

I was just packing up to go to sleep...when i decided to check my emails, one last time (u have no idea how often i do that - it is an obsession..haha). And was amused to see how you were right there, while i was learning more about you and passing comments - as if I'm saying it all to you, for I heard back from you with no delay ( ... )

Re: the sweetest thing c_rza May 1 2005, 08:50:12 UTC

Yeah, it's ok, I have a slight case of insomnia and I'm up at all hours too. It's a result from when I worked. I had 3 different shift times. But anyway, I'm usually up and was trying to see if you'd still be up to reply to the comments and responses. Luckily enough, you were. Yeah, I tend not to be the best diabetic out there. I figure I honestly could have gone the next 20 years of my life, and THEN find out I was diabetic and then delt with it-and it'd be the same effect. And honestly now, what would be your flaws? But do not be afraid of asking anything of me. I forgot to say that. I don't have a problem of giving myself, but I just for some reason, take from others. And as for your dad, I knew if I was a father, I'd be like "HOOOLLLLD UP!!!" And I should have realized that you leave your IP address detector on, so you have my e-mail address anyway...Anywhooo, we'll make a deal and marry eachother if we're not married by 30. Agreed? But yeah...cause and effect...it rules our world. But it's always kinda up to us ( ... )