Life is progressing...or so it seems...or so I would hope.

[c_rza]

Well, this is going to be slightly-well slightly isn't exa-aw fuck it, this shit is gonna be mad long. But if you have the time to sit down and read for a minute, please by all means do so. I would like in my own world to know that someone is mildly interested in me and concerned with my actual being. Other than it always being me caring for

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still another thing

[avid_dreamer]

NEVER EVER be so stupid as to cut yourself...I completely missed that part when i first read it. Chris, dont inflict the pain on ur body - for u'll be punishing ur soul - dont ever do that!

dont!

Re: still another thing

[c_rza]

I've come to terms as to why I did that. I just thought something could come of it if I did it. Now in actuality, I'm just left with countless reminders of how I've been lost in my own psyche and others. But they also tint with time, and show how much more I've come along from when I did do them. But just for the record I've been a very depressed person all my life. Like in high school, I was scheduled to meet up with the guidance counselor 3-4 times a week. Like despite our normal one every 3 weeks period...I was the only one who saw her so many times. It even got so bad that I had 2 guidance counselors. They wanted to send me to a shrink, but I wasn't having it...I'd rather deal with my own problems...but this is why we live and learn right? We see ourselves rise and fall just as much as we see other people do it...But also for a much needed record, I haven't since Giselle and after what she did to me...