i didn't make it.

i'm really disappointed

the whole time i was on the phone with Mark Johnson, my heart as pounding so loud i could hear it coming in and out of my chest.

i guess it's better i'm not on the 20Below team.

they told me i was in the top three
and that they would have chosen me if i wasn't only a freshman.

isn't it interesting to see how much you've changed in just one year?

this thought is inspired by eddy telling me that 365 days ago from today was the first time we had ever talked on the phone.

and it's so strange to imagine my life without him being a part of it, when for a vast majority of my life, he wasn't.

life's just odd in that way i

Take what I tell you now at face value:

You are a truly wonderful person, with no punishable faults
I see you going through the same experiences that I went through
I want you to remember next time you're on the edge of tears, craving love, that I'm right beside you in spirit, drying your eyes

Heh... that boy makes me feel amazing.

HAPPY ( Read more... )

Who was the last person who...
1. Slept in your bed: moi?
2. Saw you cry: my walls
3. Made you cry: happiness and missing someone
4. You went to the movies with: maryn (corpse bride BIATCCCHH)
5. You went to the mall with: i think the last time i went to the mall was with sam, james, my sister, eddy & i. and we bought 'Oh, Inverted World' <3 ( Read more... )

i hate this so much ( Read more... )

it's october ( Read more... )

THE WORLD HAS COME TO AN END

we were taling about Garden State on the phone, and eddy told me he thinks i'm prettier than NATALIE PORTMAN!!!

that boy has lost his mind.
when i first met him he told me he loved natalie portman and thought she was an amazingly gorgeous jwish actress.
and i agree.

HOLY CRAP!

that basically blew my mind. sorry.

sonya almost died today while eating a pepper.
apparently it tasted good before it burned her mouth in it's painful wrath.
poor girl.

the sunset last night was AMAZING. just in case you missed it, and wanted to know.

this morning, i was putting my hands in my 2 front pockets on anna's jeans, and something got caught on the top of the pocket. at first ( Read more... )

When you're near me I have no fear ( Read more... )

Hehe... he makes me giddy with happiness ( Read more... )