It was on an old and empty stage that the masses baptized my soul in shame
They slowly washed away all the worthless persons I have been
And I heard a loud voice shouting, 'just be yourself'
and I replied, 'why would i limit myself,
when i could be something else?'

I thought my heroes died
but they all committed suicide
some drowned in handles
of hard liquor
others died beside whores
but they all wore masks
that bore a striking resemblance
of who they used to be
5-21-06 (demolition sunday)

this is long, full of typos and no where near finished ( Read more... )

Round in the front ( Read more... )

When I woke up, you were gone ( Read more... )

And as she turned around to leave
I heard someone say
She had to have worked on that walk away
No one moves like that naturally
Ya know
Now she's running through your mind all day
That girl worked on that walk away.

This cold dark house,
where nothing gets done
when sad melodies are played
behind sad songs that are sung
Where phones become silent
Until complety forgetton of.
Well, not forgetton
Who has forgotten a window in a prison
even if its shuttered?

And it is over us all, all over again ( Read more... )

I had a dream where you said
If your dreams come true
I'll fall in love with you
Then the next day you said
If your dreams come true
I'll fall in love with
and you hesitated and thought
and looked up to ceiling and
the back of your head and said
I love you

One long night ( Read more... )