You Know You Drink Too Much When...

Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream ( Read more... )

this is the part i hate ....

i wish i could go to sleep and wake up in exactly 1 week. I want to be in my old bed in my old room and have a 30 in the fridge. That isnt too much to ask.

It sucks going from a perfect weekend back to reality. Of course it lets me know what I have to look forward to every time I come home, but the plane ride back ohio leaves too much time to think about things ( Read more... )

i've been either bored or drunk this weekend, either way really didn't do anything productive. tonight, i've been looking back at all the old LJ entries. Its a weird feeling reading what you wrote so long ago and remembering where you were at that point. There were definitely good memories, some bad, and some that now bring a smile to my face. I ( Read more... )

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its discouraging that I actually try at school for once and still get midterm grades I'm not happy with. I'm trying so hard to make next year a reality but I'm really starting to believe the hole I dug myself may be a little too deep this time. I'm still going to try hard but this week was definitely a step back ( Read more... )

its weird hearing about people only finally going back to school when I'm having my first midterms. i took me awhile, but i finally settled back into my college routine. it was a rough couple weeks but i finally realized i've been looking at things from the wrong angle, i should be thankful for everything i have right now ( Read more... )

i havent slept at all since i've been back apart from a couple nights i was too drunk to have much say in the matter. there's too much of my life that's up in the air and there's scenarios constantly running through my mind. i sit in bed 12 hours at a time and just think. trying to figure out the next 12 months of my life is a very scary thought ( Read more... )

"Progress always involves risks.  You can't steal second base and keep your foot on first."

it's definitely worth giving a shot. I know it would please everyone but I need to find out if this will make me happier. There's a chance this could backfire but it'll eat at me if i dont take the risk and find out.