i'm getting kind of sad about going back to san marcos ( Read more... )

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sometimes i wish i could have a guy with a guitar follow me around at all times and play a soundtrack to my life. i wish i lived in a movie, where everything, no matter how far out of reach it seemed in the opening scene, was ultimately solely dependent on how much i really wanted it. i guess that's how it really is, but it seems so much more ( Read more... )

life has kind of been a downer lately. love seems like one of those things that's impossible to attain. but the sad thing is that it's only unattainable because i hold back. i'm tired of protecting myself. i wish i could just be completely honest with myself and everyone else... because i'm so sick of having to play games. i hate games. i always ( Read more... )

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i got a hurrcut. & stuff. ( ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-check it out )

our moving sale is tomorrow. that should be hectic considering the weather lately and the mood of our household. maybe this being over will help ( Read more... )

i'm on the market for a new job. because mine fucking sucks.
i wonder if there's anywhere that would hire me for just... like 1.25 months.
minus a week of vacation. so more like one month.
ha. doubt it.

only about three more months until my parents' new house is complete.
i got in a horrible little tiff with my mom yesterday. "you have sex, you ( Read more... )

road trips to waco are officially fun.
a bunch of friends and i went to visit our friend ryan andrews who goes to baylor. the trip up was fun, the day and a half spent there was definitely fun, and the trip home was fun. i hope tonite (being the 4th of july) follows suit.

i am the most impatient person in the entire world. i think i've been getting hungry more often lately becuase i haven't been smoking as many cigarettes. i wish i could get a job that i like. or at least one that doesn't leave me smelling like pizza with no gas.
my new house is being built. i'm excited about my new red room.