I have decided to write about my year at school ( Read more... )

This is going to be a huge step. How do you cope when you feel as if all whom you shared with are no longer around. You have lost who you consider to be your best friend, and there has been a rift with others whom you share. Start anew. Find that someone. Let's hope this works and the tears that will be shed will be out of acheivement and sorrow. ( Read more... )

Suddenly ( Read more... )

I can only keep myself busy for so long.
and then,
i cant control what happens.

ever feel like another tally on the wall--one mark that conforms to all others around -- whose meaning is insignificant and unworthy of any attention or acknowledgement.

Something ( Read more... )

For what I am good for, I do not fair well. Purposeless? Not exactly. Useless? A little closer. There reaches a point when nothing seems resolvable, nothing seems within reach, and nothing seems completely wrong. These ideas do not dampen the spirit, but are just present, slightly permeate the mind ( Read more... )

One month ( Read more... )

I must say...yesterday was the best day in a long time...even though I did nothing of importance ( Read more... )

Tears have not fallen for such reasons in a week. Why must they escape now? What pursuades them to empty onto my shallow cheeks? Tear-stained, I leave my life, unsure of the predicament that caused such marks. What have I become? Open, outgoing, unafraid, but in turn, afraid, dependent, vulnerable. My thoughts wander, no longer evident but still ( Read more... )