i actually forgot all about livejournal until just now. i can't even think of the last time i wrote in here. fuck it.

i'm not talking to my mom right now. i honestly can't remember the last time i've been this upset with her. but all of my life she's had a tendancy to get too involved with my life, as if she's living vicariously through me (which several people, like even my dad, have said she does), and she's really crossed the line this time. to make a long ( Read more... )

here's some pics from halloween... erica krings has better ones, but i still have to get them from her.  so until then, these will have to suffice.  holler!


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i was listening to kiss fm today (i know, cool, right?), and the one dj, whom i hate, by the way, was talking about someone who made a list of the 10 things she wants to do before she died. well, it inspired me to make a list too... sort of a combination of things i want to do and goals of mine.. so here goes (10 being least priority, 1 being top ( Read more... )

so, i'm experiencing a bit of a moral dilema. i went to the bar, rolind's (sp) on saturday night with morgan and melissa. we were having a great time, just hanging out w/ the girls, and the next thing i know, a group of like 10 avonworth guys show up. how weird... i mean, of all the bars in pittsburgh, why did they have to come to that bar? so ( Read more... )

i went to pat's funeral today. my mom and morgan came in the same car as me, but i felt like i went with almost all of avonworth, b/c they were pretty much all there. it was the most awful thing i've ever experienced. pat's death really didn't even hit me until yesterday when i went to the viewing, and then today at the funeral, it hit me hard ( Read more... )

so, i don't know what my problem is, but i really really miss aaron. i've only known him for 5 weeks and i'm so unbelievably bummed that i can't see him. it really urks me that i may never see him again. he said that he's going to try to visit me in the october, but who knows if that will actually happen. i know that nothing "romantic" can ( Read more... )

so, last Tuesday night (very late) i got back from the south caicos... i had an AMAZING time there. it was the best month of my life, and needless to say, i was very upset to come home. in fact, so upset that i was crying in the miami airport. not just a few tears, but literally crying to the point where i had trouble containing myself... haha, ( Read more... )

so apparently denver just passed a law so that it's illegal to own, breed, possess, exercise control over, maintain, harbor, or sell a pitt bull, because there was lack of any new scientific evidence in the field of animal behavior or other new information to undermine pit bulls' dangerous behavior.  however, you are allowed to transport a pit bull ( Read more... )

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