I think i'm going to start writing in here again. It feels good to write and sometimes writing a song doesn't really convey EVERYTHING i'm feeling. The problem is that things need to rhyme, so sometimes I change little things to make the song sound right. Writing in a journal allows me to write anything and if it's too personal, I just make the ( Read more... )

I signed on to my music myspace tonight. I NEVER sign on to that one. Well, the first thing I saw was my ex-boyfriends stupid ugly face. I never deleted him from that account. I felt a jolt in my heart. Not the good kind, but not the bad kind either. It was the reminiscent kind. I don't know if that makes any sense. I had a longing feeling. I don't ( Read more... )

I just read over the entry I posted the day I lost my virginity. It's private, so no one else can read it ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in like a year. I really feel like writing right now. I don't care if anyone even reads it. I just want to write ( Read more... )

Life has changed so much since I last updated. I started college! It's pretty cool so far. It feels good to know that I'm a semester ahead of the rest of my classmates. They're all stuck in high school still ( Read more... )

I never write in here anymore...or anywhere else for that matter. I haven't been inspired. Actually, it's been quite the opposite. I've felt so ridiculously uninspired that I haven't written a song since march. Cameron drained me physically, mentally and emotionally, leaving me incapable of even being able to concentrate on writing something. I ( Read more... )

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My nephew is so damn cute. It's just ridiculous! My nails are really bad right now. I need a fill...badly. I think i'm going to get them done purple and gold for the football season. Speaking of... Valencia is going to kill Bishop Amat tomorrow night. I ate a lot of cheescake tonight. This was such a pointless post. Sorry for wasting your time lol.

Cameron and I broke up.....again. Sometimes I really hate him. I hate how he knows exactly how to hurt me. He knows me too well. He makes me feel like the worst girlfriend. I'm not. Maybe we're just wrong for eachother. Even if we are, I don't want to let go of him. I dont know how to be with anyone else. It wouldn't feel right to hold anyone else ( Read more... )

I have strep throat and tonsillitis. It's not very fun. I tried drinking tonight...bad idea when you're sick. It just makes you feel sicker. I hacked into Cameron's myspace and changed it all so he sounds gay. That's what you get when you piss off your girlfriend!! That'll teach him lol.