Warren posted this bulletin on myspace today ( Read more... )

Pam and I went to San Fran for spring break. It was my first time there and I loved it. There is soooo much shopping and great food. We did all the tourist stuff and saw a couple comedy shows. Those four days went by so quickly. We barely slept at all so that we could do everything we wanted to do. We stopped by Stanford on our way home. I think i' ( Read more... )

Warren read my LJ. Yeah...can you believe that? I feel like mentally naked now. He read things that I didn't want him to know and he didn't want to know either. My LJ is so personal. I mean, I know it's on a public forum, but I know exactly who reads it; the people on my friends list and random people, but not random people that know me. If I had ( Read more... )

Last night my dad mixed sleeping pills and alcohol and got really fucked up. He was saying crazy things and blacking out. He told my stepmom that he wanted a divorce and then a minute later was talking about how much he loves us. I found him in his room passed out, surrounded by every single credit card he owns, with a phone in his hand and ( Read more... )

Last night Warren told me that he loved me. I proceeded to tell him that I still loved Cameron. I'm a really wretched person if you hadn't noticed. I've been dating this guy for six months and I can't love him. I must be seriously disturbed. I think I broke his heart ( Read more... )

I miss you all. I let all of you slip away from me and i'm sorry. I've been reading over my old entries and we used to be so close. What happened guys? How did we all drift so far apart? I miss high school when we we're still close. So...I want everyone to respond to this and tell me how they are. I don't care how long it's been since we spoke. I ( Read more... )

I even miss Katie today. God knows why. She fucked me over, but I still miss her. We had some great times and she was always there for me. I miss having her to lean on. I need my friends back. I don't care if they're assholes, i just want them back.

Sometimes I think I still love him...and it kills me. Sometimes I just want to lay in his arms forever. I look at pictures of his lips and they're just so perfect. I want his kisses again. I love the smell of his cologne. I want it all over me again. I want him to call me by that ridiculous nickname that I always hated. I just want him to be a part ( Read more... )

I found a bunch of old pics from junior year and started reminiscing and now i'm sad. I used to have such a fun life. I had friends and went to parties and had a best friend and a job. I have none of that now. I don't hang out with any of my friends anymore. I'm always too busy. I wish I could go back in time and live junior year over and over and ( Read more... )

I miss the summer. I've always been a winter person, but now i'm missing the summer. I really just want to lay out on the beach and get a tan. Life is too stressful. A trip to the beach (the whole 10 minute drive) would be perfect ( Read more... )