i could still be dreaming and if thats true, i'll wake up to no lj entry.

[cactusmonkey]

i just had the worst nightmare of my entire life. not because of what it was about. but the errieness of it i think. and the fucked up emotions/lack of emotions in it

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[agentqup]

holy shit. *drags on imaignary cigarette*

That was so hot. :P

Seriously, though, you should find that modest mouse song and listen to it all the way through. With your mom, if need be ;)
Those "I'm awake! Aw damn, no I'm still dreaming. Or am I? Shit!" dreams can fuck with you for awhile...don't be embarassed :)

[cactusmonkey]

the thing thats weird, is it wasn't hot at all. like, the air was thick with seduction but i didn't get anything out of it.
more like i was seducing him by being there....but giving less and less response, the closer it got to actual sex. werid. i dunno. but i'm not kidding. it was so real and so fucking freaky while it happened, i'm shook up today still.

bizarre.

[agentqup]

Sorry you're all wigged out babe :/

It's so amazing how mutable perception is and how much weight dreams can have for us. I dunno...between having flashes of future events with people I haven't met yet in places I haven't been yet, and then seeing the exact scene 5 months later, and crazy cinematic nonsense like I wrote about, I'm utterly fascinated and terrified of what dreams actually represent.

I just wish I could remember them clearly all the time.

Even when they're messed up, it's still strangely comforting and weird-feeling when you have one so crazy you can't believe it, huh.

[cactusmonkey]

yeah, dream predictions are scary. people say its all bullshit, but its happend to me repeatedly. makes me think the walls between dimentions are much thinner than i've thought. maybe. i dunno.

anyways, its nuttycakes.

[kimattlc]

Wow! This made me think of that movie Waking Life. Trippy shit.

I've been having the distructive weather dreams when I'm stressed. This week I dreamt a tornado came right at me. It was scary and yet kinda cool at the same time. :/

[cactusmonkey]

oooh tornado dreams!! we've all had those. they're scary too!

my best tornado dream was when there was a tornado in coming towards my house, and also a dinosaur inside eating efverything.

[kimattlc]

Yikes! Now that's scary!