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Two Drifters Off to See the World (Ch1-2/?)
Disclaimer: Don't own anything. If I did Dair would get married ASAP!
A/N: Here is my second story. This story is going include A LOT of fluff/romance and also angst and drama…because I am a sucker for both. I know you guys might think I am taking on too much-but I have about 4 chapters already written for this one and my other story…so please enjoy ( Read more... ) -
Let's go slow...(Mature Version)
A/N: Okay so I caved. This is an extended MATURE version of this story. I am little rusty with writing smut so please be kind. I hope you enjoy! BTW I don't own gossip girl because if I did my episodes would only be allowed to be shown on premium channels...if you know what I mean...hehe ( Read more... ) -
Let's go slow...
A/N: This is just one of the ways Dair might work out their bad sex problem. I do not own Gossip Girl - if I did Dair would never break up...ever ( Read more... ) -
i don't know how to spell caffiene
I have been up for the past 48 hours. You know why? I have been trying to get a paper done. Have I started it? Well, thank you for asking... NO! hahahahahhaahha I want this semester to be over with. I want my brithday to come. I want to actually have a voice. I want to cuddle. I want to sleep. Muaahahahahahahhaahah I hate TV. -
Blah-ze-Blah
Another all-nighter pulled. Somethings got done, others done in an instant and not to the extent I could have done them. Sometimes I think my whole life is one big all nighter. I think too much, stress too much, and basically never rest my soul. I want to become apart of the majority of people who actually put effort into their work, but sometimes ( Read more... ) -
yearning - yearning for the fool it called a home
Suddenly everything changed. Turned upsidedown in an instant. I want to go back and change things. Regrets, remorse, and recourse. I don't understand the world. Someone hates me this week. I don't think things can possibly get any worse. Maybe I should just chill out for a bit. Maybe I should hang in the park for a little bit. I want to do so many ( Read more... ) -
there I go there I go...
I am seriously reconsidering things in my life. I don't know what to feel. I don't know what to think. I need love. I want love. I want to be needed. blah blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
<3 carolyn -
blah de blah
4:30 in the am. I have about a half a page written for a paper that was due yesturday. I need to get some type of life.
I need the smell of summer...
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this one is for you kim!
Introspective. Retrospective. I am thinking about the way I was before. Did I like myself better then? I was never a doer - but I want to be one now. I like the people I have met, but I don't like the way I have become. I get attached to people to easily and then get frustrated with them quickly - but I have always been like that except for few. ( Read more... ) -
confused...
I am so confused right now. Sometimes I think I set my sights to high - and I never reach them anyway. I have to stop lying cause I am only fooling myself. I need to sleeeeeeepppppppppppppppppp.............
<3 carolyn