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[cadmeanvictory]

Back in Lynchburg. So much to process. The trip was incredible -- everything something like that should be. I fell in love three or four times, managed to have only one or two nervous breakdowns, and secreted enough endorphins to fill the Hudson River. Too much going through my brain to write about everything now. I kept a Travelogue the whole time

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[analienmonkey]

i wish i was there. there is so much power in experiences like that. i felt the very same thing when i drove out west with my family for three weeks. we only had a final destination, no plans on how to get there. it was a beautiful thing. i feel like now i'd feel that much more connected to it. i've been giving our talk about the peace corps a lot of thought recently. maybe helping those in need is the ultimate human experience, who knows, but making a difference where it really matters can be traded for anything. damn, i really, really wish i could've gone with you guys. a lot of things in my life are changing too. some of which i need to discuss with you because i consider it an honor to be your friend sir. and one of the things i admire about you the most is your ability to make your own path; you don't have to listen to other people to have an opinion. that's a rare gift. that's something i've learned a bit later than you i think. you have a very strong will and hold some of the strongest views and values that i've seen. that said

[rhythmbandit]

Please don't feel dumb for writing that. I'm going to write more later, but I just wanted to say that I think it's really important that you wrote that, and it wasn't convulted or silly (not to me, at least). And ditto what Nic wrote. You're one of the best people I have the privilege of knowing, and I'm always here for you. I'm really looking forward to getting together and talking. Love you.

[rhythmbandit]

Okay, so I've read this a few more times and wrote an entry of my own. It sounds like you're starting to realize the kinds of things that do make you happy and do make you feel like you're awake. And like Nic said, you're one of the most strong-willed people. I truly believe that you figuring out what you want out of life is the hardest part- for you, execution won't be difficult. I know it seems like it's easier to live boldly when you're in a place out of the ordinary (why do you think I'm so excited about Paris?) but I really think you can apply those things to your life in Fairfax. You deserve all the happiness in the world... you just might have to look for it a little harder than others. You have such high expectations for people and experiences, and I think it's great that you're not settling. Try not to be discouraged- you'll figure it all out. It sounds like you're off to a good start. Reiteration: can't wait too see you and talk some more. Take care, Pledge.

[cadmeanvictory]

You are a good friend (and lover), and all of your help means a lot to me. It's going to be tough not having you around this semester, but I will find comfort in the fact that you will be meeting French men and their cheeses. I SHALL BE BACK SATURDAY. CAN YOU HANDLE IT?!!?!!?!!?!!?!?!?!!?!!?!!?

[cadmeanvictory]

Anytime.

[thesunalsorises]

im envious of you for many reasons. and im glad to hear the trip was a success. and a small note--i think "writing quickly...and not taking hours to plan out every article or verb" is terrific. you experience things moment to moment, why not write about them in the same way? hopefully ill get to see you much more often now that im back in virginia. holla atcha boy.

[cadmeanvictory]

Nick, I think that maybe you're right about writing at the pace of living. Sometimes it makes a lot of sense. But yes, we should see each other more. I LIVE IN VIRGINIA TOO. COME TO ME.