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Really fun weekend with kjero. Hopefully Ill sit down and write about it later. I just made my dad cry and when i asked him why he said, because i just miss you. *blank* what does that mean? and where are you now that i'm home?

I hate these short passing conversations ( Read more... )

I am so sick and tired of doing everything wrong. I am exhausted all the time. And Livejournal is depressing. Bleah.

Ok
I had a wonderful time tonight
and then i read livejournal and talked to eddie
and now im depressed
blessed are all
simple emotions

i keep seeing more and more black hair bands on the windowsill by the shower with torn knots of hair that looks like mine and i wonder if i am sleepshowering?

I am so depressed. I dont even know what to do. I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I hate myself and this life. Im so alone. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep. I dont think ive ever been this depressed and it feels like something is eating my heart out.

. if god is a dj life is a dancefloor love is a river you are the music ( Read more... )

I sat around with two juniors tonight just talking to them and i felt so young and free from worry and they were both so beautiful and emily talked about her suicide attempt her 52 stitches where she cut herself on the first day of school her fiancee cheating on her and then they discussed the roman empire. she said i was not a little girl though ( Read more... )

*feeling drained and unattractive*