Finals suck. My job sucks. I miss home and everyone there.
On a lighter note, I've met some really cool people here and having fun. I'd like a ticket to North Carolina, then bring Laurin here, and then take a trip to New Orleans where we proceed to get drunk and make some bad decisions. Thanks.

I am soooooo ready for Spring Break! I need it even, or I will die. Literally, I will DIE! I'm sick of studying, and working on projects and studying and reading. I just want to wake up whenever I wake up, no alarm, roll out of bed, put my swimsuit on, get in the car, pick Bri up, meet everyone at the beach, get some skin cancer, go home, take a ( Read more... )

Ugh! I hate not being in control of things. I hate not knowing what is going to happen next. It makes me feel like I'm lost, or I need to sneeze but it wont come out. Tallahassee was beautiful! I loved it! The campus is huge, everyone seems to be friendly. The places we can afford are places I'll get robbed, or end up dying in, but it will be an ( Read more... )

I got accepted to FSU! Hip Hip

I haven't been this happy since...well probably the last time Laurin, Kayla, and Joe were down. And really, since Laurin lived here. Now that I've said that, my life will probably fall apart, but for right now I'm going to enjoy it. It has been a long time coming. Vacation is weeks away and I can not wait!! It's going to be exactly what we need! ( Read more... )

I want to die.

I haven't been this sad in a very long time. Saying good bye to Joe and Kayla was so much harder then I thought it was going to be. I knew it would hurt but I never knew it would hurt like this. I am so happy for them and the sadness is a combination of missing them, feeling alone now they're gone, and wanting to get out of Port Orange more than ( Read more... )

i'm starting to get really scared. It is really happening in 40 days it is really happening. Thats five weeks, my life will be completly different. I am so excited it's pathetic. I never thought I would actually go through with this. But I only have one life. And I only get to try and enjoy it once so after this I'm going to have a new outlook. I ( Read more... )

I give up. I have tried. Honestly and truly tried. I have been patient. Patient longer than my patience that allows me sanity. And nothing. It is a big deal to me. Larger now that is a reoccurring issue. What do I do now ( Read more... )

The CD you gave me is wonderful, for a cranberries cover band :) My head hurts and I'm not sure if I should be happy or guilty. It can happen in July. July. Hardly two months away. It is crazy to think about and I dont know if I am ready for it yet. I know I am, but am I? Ugh. I just always thought it would never happen. Even though I wanted it, ( Read more... )