Not my day.
Другие записи: NOT again. | День 2010.07.17, Точное время 15:23:00 | Pondering. | Покупка
My plans for today were smooth. On my way to the LRT, I just noticed that my bag was opened. When I checked it, I didn't notice at first that something was missing. My Globe phone was there and so as my laptop. I looked for my earphones and my sun phone and to my surprise, they were really missing. My plans for today didn't push through.
My points for today: (1) Prepare and (2) I have to move on...fast.
My second point is about me wishing to let go of all things that I had in the past. If there would be a gadget that would make me forget things, I'd be one of its first buyers. I want to embrace the present and look forward to the future. The problem here now is I can't deal with my past. I want to totally let it go...but I can't for reasons I can't still figure out. My mind tells me to forget, live and love my present, and be excited with what the future awaits me. But I can't, I just can't. Early this afternoon, I walked one long track, just for me to get tired. I want to be sick of these things. I want to be fed up. So that, I won't even consider turning back. But, I can't, I just can't. The world tells me to go and be free, but there's something in me that pushes me to stop and give another chance for me to be fed up again.
I still have one week at La Salle. I want to pick up all the things that I want to bring in my future. The first thing that I want to bring in my pocket is my iCancervive baller. As long as I'm wearing the baller, I know that there is still hope even if the paths that I'd choose may lead to its destruction, I'm still hoping, I'm still hoping.
My first point is about being prepared in a lot of things. There will be a slight increase in the chance of learning if you prepare.
The first thing that I want to buy myself when I get a job is a Sun Cellular postpaid plan. I don't know why.