Censure of the situation.
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After attending Khiara's graduation party, I realized a lot of things about my past, my present and the future that awaits me. Upon seeing my batchmates from Bloomfield Academy, I felt the gap that I haven't filled when I went to college. I suddenly sensed the need of introducing myself again to each of them. I misheard a lot of stories and overlooked a number of memories that my batch mates could have shared with me. Unlike Khiara, she chose to stay with them despite all the changes that has been happening. For me, I did not resist the changes and embraced all the occurrences in college and forgot who I really was in high school. In spite of this, I still felt that they were still there, ready to listen to my stories.
For the present, I felt the need to strive more than my usual measures. She graduated with honors and with an outstanding thesis award. It's not that I envy her success; I realized what's worth the growth that she had. I was there and I witnessed the changes that she resisted and embraced. With all that, she learned and she's now reaping what she sowed. I'm on the last days/months of my stay in DLSU. I felt the rush to look what's beyond the four walls of La Salle. I've been panic-stricken into the situation that I should repay all the hard work that my parents invested in me. Now, I forgot that I haven't crossed the green borders yet, I focused too much on what's outside and not what's left.
For the future, I can't see a promising one for me. What I'm eyeing is spending all of my todays without any regret. I would face each day with discipline and determination to push my plans through; seize the moments with all bliss and feel no rue for anything.
It's not the end of the world yet. I still have a lot of things to do. And with this entry, I know that I've been captivated with a possible hint of being successful.