uhhh i got my wisdom teeth out yesterday. and now im hurting. and im bleeding still. and i got blood all over my most comfy teeshirt. and im sad. i hope it comes out. at least my friend alyssa is being nice and talking to me. its not making it hurt as much. at least its not super swollen too. and i can talk YAY. so i think after dinner i might call ( Read more... )

o man. its all coming up too fast. school starts tomorrow. ahhh... what if i dont like any of my teachers and they overload me with homework and then i cant talk to my friends?!?!? what if i fail all my tests and dont pass?!?! waahh.. i want to go back to eye. i miss adrian and sam and peter. i was feeling really happy earlier, but now im really ( Read more... )

o man so i just hung out with my best friend. and we had a really in depth conversation. and im super happy. b/c i told him that he should hug me more often and he said he would. which im happy about. and he gave me a hug. and i was like awesome! and he also told me that he has always wanted to hug me everytime he has seen me sad, but he was too ( Read more... )

i made the biggest mistake today...
...i got my hopes up. high. and my mom said one word and brought me crashing to the floor...
i guess this is the part of love that bleeds all over the carpet...

never experienced it. sure, ive had a boyfriend. at least that was his title. the only role he served was the "boy-" part. he was never really a friend. sure i said "i love you, too" a couple of time as well, but i didnt really mean any one of them. if you took only my inflections it says "i pity you." he was hurt and i didnt want to hurt him more ( Read more... )

im sad. i miss adrian. and peter. and sam. and sam's going to her grandmother's house so i wont get to talk the her for a while and i just really need a hug right now. have you ever felt so sad that it feels as if all the organs in your body or everything in your ribcage just moves downwards or displaces itself til it feels as if you are just ( Read more... )

uhh, ive just been sitting around all day doing nothing and its soooo humid here. the air is dripping water. its so gross. and i want it to be the winter and have it snow, or fall and have the leaves change colors. im just ready for summer to be OVER. i had my week of fun, now theres nothing left for me in days where you can drink the air. i only ( Read more... )

so i was talking to my mom and i asked her ( Read more... )

I AM ( Read more... )

ok so i just started this whole thing and the first entry at least in my journals always sucks. so heres the sucky one ( Read more... )