I'm pretty certain if my body had a separate voice it would be cursing at me and be plotting murderous deeds against my brain. I mean, I treat my body pretty terrible. I admit that I refuse to give it the sleep it needs to recharge and then when stressed or dealing or feeling something I'd rather not I either starve myself or go on an eating binge ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've updated and I figured that I should. I'm in a waxing nostalgia mood. So please bear with me as I wax about the topic that's been on my mind a lot lately: friendship ( Read more... )

Well another week has passed. So first off! The Retreat! The group I got stuck into was kinda lame really. I had no friends and all annoying people in my activity group. The activites weren't too bad. My favorites were archery and rock climbing. I'm thinking of maybe buying a bow and arrow since I found I'm pretty good at it. The rock climbing wall ( Read more... )

So school has started and I've also started on a new poem that came to me last night. It's about all the things I'll never say. And no, I won't say them in my poem. But it is about all my deep dark fears that no one truly knows. It's been a while since I've written a decent poem ( Read more... )

Oh man so much has happened this weekend! Chelsea came down from Merced and I was so excited to see her! Especially since I thought I wasn't going to have the oppurtunity to this summer ( Read more... )

So far this summer has been the best summer I could've hoped for. Everything has gone really well so far. It's hard to believe that it's already just about halfway over. So weird ( Read more... )

Not really. I'm in computer science right now but we have sub but basically it's a free block. It's been a pretty good day ( Read more... )

all the way, just take the green from the grass and the blue from the sky up above ( Read more... )

Okay so here's the deal. I'm going to be deleting all my journal entries in my livejournal. I'm not gonna be burdening anymore with my problems anymore. There are all so depressing plus no one reads them so why bother ( Read more... )