holy god... what now?

i'm done with all this high school bullshit, get to move on to real things, no more little kid drama. get to hang out with people that wanna hang out, and if they dont...screw 'em.

guess i didnt get my wish of everyone holding it together for JUST TWO SECONDS!!! but o well, it doesnt matter now

I didn't go to the funeral parlor today...

It wasnt that Jon isnt a good enough friend or anything like that, god no. but i couldnt do it, couldnt admit that one of my friend's dad died. he wasnt old enough, 56 isnt old enough for dying.

I just went home and slept, i guess i am the asshole

so much bullshit... come on guys, keep it together ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm trying to jump through the hoops of school for the past couple of monthes, just trying to stay alive. this shit is wearing me out, theres nothing really to do, but sitting and waiting to find out about college/my entire future is really bugging the shit outta me ( Read more... )

i never post in this consistently... o well. but i'm not doing this one for myself, caitlin likes to read my entries, so reading the same one over and over again prolly gets old ( Read more... )

sweet saturday ( Read more... )

its been a while, as always since i have added to my pointless list of ramblings, so i thought i would update. its week 11 here at camp and i come home in 3 days. things have been great, but i'm ready to come home. the day i come home is caitlin and i's 3 month anniversary, very cool. but being as paranoid and stupid as i am, i'm freakin' out. its ( Read more... )

two great baseball games back to back. last day of school is tomorrow, there is a shining light of hope. its all gonna be really good ( Read more... )

so, i just might make it... i've been cramming for finals for the past two days. i got my presentation finished with angie, i redid my trig benchmark and handed it in, i've studied for the trig final and made my help/note sheet, and i've kindof studied for french... maybe i can pull it all off, maybe... off to more studying, or sitting on my ass, ( Read more... )

i cant believe we almost lost to sumner... like seriously, wat the fuck!? we would have killed those kids last year, and now we have to go into an extra just to barely squeak by and get the win. i'm so disappointed with myself...