It has been way too long since I've posted on here and maybe thats a good thing since most people wouldn't want to know half the shit that's gone on anyway lol. Lets see here I've bounced from man to man trying to find the right one to spend the rest of my life with and have a family with. I spent two years in kalamazoo with my sister sam watching ( Read more... )

james is everything i ever wanted. he makes me so happy just kissing me and hugging me. we havent had sex yet and there isnt any rush with this one. god i cant stop thinkin bout him. hes got a five year old little boy named tyler and he is such the cutie. and on another note i was put on some meds that make it easier to breath and i am so happy. ( Read more... )

my disease has come out of remission and its not looking good. i see the cardiologist next week and we will find out hopefully whats wrong with my heart and lungs. i may have to have surgery or something. my body is shutting down and im gettng too week to fight anymore. dont have anything to fight for anymore. well i love you all deeply

for any of my friends who still read this please look me up on myspace cuz id like to catch up with you

well i am finally up here and i am loving it yeah love you all bye

saturday i am out of here i am going to be living in perrington, michigan. i am also getting a car with mitch yeah and we have the most romantic bday plans ever. we are going from the 5th or the 6th to the morning of the 10th of july to his grandmas cottage and then we will do wine testing at a cidermill with cody and al and then hes troughing me ( Read more... )

its amazing what you can find when you listen to music and all this other stuff. mom told me to listen to trace adkins new song your gonna miss this and shes right i am going to miss my life if i dont move and get on with what i want to do. and all these other signs are pointing to me moving i just cant wait to get out of here. love you all

i finnaly found the one that i want to spend the rest of my life with he is a real cowboy and no matter what he is always truthful to me no matter if i want to hear it or not. god i love him i cant stop thinking of him and i keep having dreams about him and in five days my sister will have the baby and i will be moving up there with him i will be ( Read more... )

for everyone who knows what has been going on for the last six years i am informing all of you. i am leaving this house no longer in charge of the children that arent mine. in at least 8 days i will be leaving for a very small town called perrington, mi. i will be living with my best friend alison lane and i will be spenind time with my dragon( ( Read more... )

my parents found a nice house with four bedrooms two baths and a pool sitting on sixteen acres of land. i am the point right now to choose wether to move with my parents or to move in with my best friend back where i grew up and i would have my significate other there aswell. we would move back here so i could go to college or we would just stay ( Read more... )