head first into the fighter ( Read more... )

If I could fix things... this thin thin thread.... that is holding us together ( Read more... )

today i was strong ( Read more... )

I am awake all nights.. sleeping late ( Read more... )

what is it about  hardcore porn ? that a girl like me.. could be looking for ( Read more... )

a part of this all is just simply a battle to defeat anxiety ( Read more... )

I am staying up ( Read more... )

night 1: at sip. a revelation for me. for her maybe just another night being her brave n reckless self? . July 22nd 2011
she asks me why i cut my hair - "i had to get to my core" i said before i even thought about it. She jokes abt it the next day :) 
day 2: an afternoon of talk, drink, and a sudden crazy passionate make out session. fun for her, 
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problems with motivation.
feels like a curse sometimes.
God, have i let u down?
am i losing u?
am i losing sight of it?
i dont know why
i dont have any desire
i am grateful for all i have,
but i dont feel any urge or passion
i am in this wonderful job
learning.
yet i can hardly talk to the people i work with.
all alone.
there is a problem here
maybe something ( Read more... )

recent things done to feel accomplished about:

1- able to relax myself, specially after the massage therapist's help. ofcourse right now my shoulder is uncomfortable again but it is much better... and i can continue to make it better, together with my massage therapist!

2- setting up "my" house - going to give my my touch...

3- pretty sure my ( Read more... )