i wish i could flip off a care switch.

but you done broke my heart
into a million pieces
i shoulda seen it coming
wish i had telekinesis

you know my love is real
but you can't control me
baby you know just how i feel
but you can't control me

I'm not lovin you, the way I wanted to
What I had to do, had to run from you
I’m in love with you, but the vibe is wrong
And that haunted me, all the way

everything is fine because God is in CONTROL! wooo! : ) 

 mmmmmm life is crazy but thanks to Jesus Christ I am content :)

every time i come home, i learn something new.  well i always learn that no one is happy and that i'm  not welcome, but this time i've learned that my sister is my dad's favorite, and i'm sick of this place.  i am no more depressed anywhere else than i am at my own house.  this isn't really my home anymore, and that's okay, it's just hard.. i wish ( Read more... )

 I.  HATE.  CHEMISTRY.  I JUST WANT TO EAT GROUND COFFEE BEANS BY THE SPOONFUL.  AT THIS POINT, THAT'S ALL I WANT IN LIFE.

There’s beauty in the breakdown. You have to give and give and give and cry and what do you get? You are filled with fear of ulterior motives. You just really want to ask and get an honest uncensored answer. “What do you want from me?” “What am I to you?” Does it really matter? Does anything matter? I feel sick from last night’s amount of glasses ( Read more... )

hello?

i hate going to sleep and having dreams where everything is okay and good and then waking up back to reality where things are deffinitely not so great. what am i supposed to do.

truth.