it's all good, but i miss him. but it's all good.  one of my keys fell off of my keyboard.
trying to stay focused on school and not get behind.
i actually love my job.
i am tired.
my heart is heavy.
God is comforting me though, He has caused so much good out of such a big storm.
still, I miss him.

All this time I was wasting ( Read more... )

this is what i get for believing those words that so easily come out of your mouth when you have me next to you with a glass of something on a couch.
you break my heart everytime you come back and leave again to something/one else. what do you want from me.
why i am so naive. every. single. time.

a fresh lie. yuck. please stop being deceitful, it sucks.

ahhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHH! i am giddy! i am so silly! what am i thinking! no, what am i feeling! i can't live by what i feel. in need of some truth speaking to myself. hello gospel primer :)

hello sunshine, windy roads, nature, trees, open fields, animals, manual labor, hot tub, relaxation, crazy talks and vodka tonics.

Stayed single almost the whole year ( Read more... )

"i am so fukcing sick of you just fucking leave me alone. i am so fucking sick of you, seriously"

i have never been so hurt, heartbroken, or confused in my life.
you told me you meant it, and i believed you and now.... i don't think it is possible that anyone can ever be trusted ever again.

but maybe it will be easier now that  we just had a conversation about how he actually thinks of me. 

you don't know what you want, but i know what you don't.
and i don't think you're sleeping alone tonight.
goodbye, please