I know I haven't written a real entry in a long ass time so i figure I'll do it now.... Right now I'm so depressed but I don't want my boy to know it 'cause then he'll do any and everything in his power to try and cheer me up. I know thats a good thing but I also know that he can't afford it right now because he has to take care of the drama thats ( Read more... )

I'm sorry if i seem so distnant lately it's just i don't really have that much time to my self and when i do it's used with Jerry. Ironically i got grounded today but i'm kool because saturday I'm off n I'll go spend the day with him ALL DAY!!! (; lol but yeah here's another poem for the time being i'm to lazy to right how truly happy I am at the ( Read more... )

yeah i'm bored n i've got the munchies so i'm just gonna put a pic up here:


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Lol as jessi a.k.a Candi and Maggie and Lexxi kno i'm really busy makin plans for my life so i don't really have much to say at the moment!!! umm but i will give u this. Certian people may get the wrong idea but hey SCREW YOU!!!!!!!!!! TE AMO JERRY!! Thanx for givin me love and sumthin to love other then u!!! I coudln't have asked for anything ( Read more... )

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Maggie is your soulmate.
You truly love Jerry.
You consider Maxx your true friend.
You know that Anastasia is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Scott for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Cassie is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Jessi is colorful, ( Read more... )

Yeah i'm busy but i kno u'll love this l8rz:

WTF!!??? S.A.T.S tomorrow and my parents are freaking out about it more then me. They've know since about let's see a month ( just like me before i was suppose to take them but now today they suddenly want to know how I'm getting there. Which Colleges I'm sending my scores to and all this stuff. THEY NEVER ASKED IF THEY COULD SIT THERE AND TALK ( Read more... )

I use to trust Ricky soo damn much. I mean next to freaking Scott he was the only person who even knew close to anything about me. And something else he had in common with scott was he could make me cry but I always found my self running back to him. I mean DAMN i use to respect him so much. I always felt sorry for the pain that he was going ( Read more... )

I can't really explain how I feel with out sounding completely crazy but I'm just over the point letting shyt stress me out. My dad's back from afgan and he's brought on a new wave of sumthing (don't even kno if stress is the right name for it) but my mom is still pretty kool. My bf has been over almost ever night or mostly just the nights that I ( Read more... )