Since life pretty much sucks ass right now, I have been thinking about things that I want to accomplish before I die (basically trying to think to the future when things will be better/less stressful/less lonely ( Read more... )

Although this is 24 minutes premature - here is to a Happy New Year! Yay 2008! Hopefully it will be more than just a graduation year and will actually turn out to be a better year than 2007. My mom tells me that I accomplished alot in 2007: just look at my grades, my internship at Pfizer, all of the work I have accomplished and that just didn't ( Read more... )

I know it is just school - I have done it a million times over again but this time it is different. I am very apprehensive about starting when usually, I just don't care. I just - I don't want to see him again. I am not afraid of what he is going to say to me because frankly, there really isn't anything he can say besides "hi and how have you ( Read more... )

Things have been going pretty well lately. I am finally getting over Marc - slowly but surely. Yeah I have my rough times and yes, I miss him but I miss the idea of him, of the person that he was. Right now, I can't even recognize him. I have no idea who he is anymore and, it makes me sad because he was such an amazing person ( Read more... )

Wow - this was a major blow to the face. I called Marc's house last night. I didn't think he was home from KODA camp or whatever the hell he was at. I wanted to get ahold of his sisters, Stephanie and Jenna, to see if they wanted to hang out at some time. Previously, Steph has sent me a card, thanking me for the card I sent her for graduating ( Read more... )

So it turns out that I might not get a spot in the house that Holly is trying to get anyways. She asked Dana about me and he said it was okay but she still needs to ask Tim if Mike is planning on coming back from Southern - if he is, no spot for me. If he is not, I might be able to live there, that is if they even get the house. I kind of wish ( Read more... )

1.) Where did you ring in 2006 ( Read more... )

I'm a lover not a fighter but will fight for love.

He is cute :)

You know what I would really love to know? What the hell is going on tomorrow night between Marc and I. He has yet to call me to tell me if I am going to the All American Rejects concert with him like we had previously planned or if he is taking someone else. Seeing as it is the day before, I feel like I should know but I am not calling him since ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been betrayed. I feel like I'm just being told lies. I don't know if I can even be friends because at the moment, I feel like I've been made into a huge fool. It kills me to think that I did this for two years for him, went home on the weekends to visit him instead of hanging with friends and doing college things and the moment ( Read more... )