Anyone read this shit anymore?

Right now, more than ever, I would really like to think that you are all wrong about him.

My head is so far gone, there's no coming back.

In other news, I'm so stressed out, from just being alive, that my eyes feel like they're bleeding.

and the universe says to me:

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tears streamed down my face while driving home. It's almost over. I've lived in the same house for nearly nineteen years... and come June, I have it in my head that I will never return (to stay, at least). I'm leaving in search of belonging, and this is the only place I have ever belonged. I try to be so tough, I try so hard to be something I'm not ( Read more... )

sometimes I just feel like... if you love me, hold me close, I'll do anything for you. I think you've found my weakness...

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my journal is mostly friends-only.

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1. Go bungee jumping
2. Make banana splits with my best friends
3. Get a tattoo
4. Tell everyone I care about I love them
5. Write my best friends letters about why they’re so special to me
6. Have my toenails and fingernails and purse all match
7. Make a difference in someone’s life
8. Give up something more than chocolate for Lent9. Build an ( Read more... )