well,she does not know it but i'm gonna marry christi:)cause i love her a whole bunch

i can't trust..i just can't..after crystal..there is no trusting anyone ,besides my own mother and eric..thats wierd right..yeh it's fuckin wierd...maybe i need a theripist or however the fuck you spell it...trust blah blah

no x,but i got liQor..yes yes..mr.evan likes drink..yes yes

x!!!yes escape

acid....want..acid...errr...the only time in my life can't get acid,when i really want it,what the fuck is up with this shit...

i don't think,that i don't like bein alone..i can do whatever i want..no one i have to call..hmm

pissed i am SOOOOOOOOOo fuckin PISSED GOD DAMMIT

what is she doing right now....errrrrrrrrrrrrr...i can't call....must not call....

i gotta say i love puddle of mud...uh yeh..everything still sucks but this cd

i feel fuckin uneasy..i don't feel any closer to knowin the answer about my realationship...i mean i read her LJ,and all i read is "i'm 18,and i won't not have a father for the child"...first off I AM THE FATHER..it has a father.i mean if you just read her journal she sounds like a spoiled brat...I love her..i really really love her.and wish we ( Read more... )