we broke up....it was hard,it hurts me so much to end it with the women that could be carring my baby,but i don't trust her,i just find to many damn things unexplaned...court tue..could go to jial,..outlook on everything so dark and negative..i wanna climb into a dark hole and never come out..i hate love..

christi and i r g00d now..and like..i swear nothing in the world,no matter what will tear us apart,i will not ever let it go back to how it was..I love her

I Love christi

fuck my relationship,i'm sick of it.i could go out and find just some bitch and she would treat me better then my baby momma does.yeah so i'm taken applacations,for nice women,no little girls or fat bitches...fuck you christi

so fuckin sick of this bullshit we have to go threw every fuckin day,now she has decided she does not want to marry me,great great....prob someone fuckin else..but oh well..i prob be in jail soon anyway.."fuck it all,fuck this world"

hmm i wonder who she is over there with now,

me and christi ARE good I LOVE HER!!!!yes LOVE HER!!!!!

well shit hit post too soon..anyway fuckin there was a note on her computer desk and i saw it,she snatched it from me,what the hell was i supposed to think man..and i mean she broke up with me over that bullshit,.well i guess now i become a "paycheck"..but it's fuckin bullshit if she thinks i'm not gonna see my kid,cause i am gonna fuckin see my ( Read more... )

man..talk about bad morning..it started ok,but then she fuck broke up with me over some mother fuckin note,fuck that man

i have been dreadin it for so long,*cleanin my room*..but not for the normal lazy reason..because everything in my room reminds me of crystal..i was just cleanin it,and i found her old purse..why the fuck does it still hurt after everything she put me threw it such a hurt i have never felt ..i me..i love christi,and were havin a child,and i am ok ( Read more... )