so today i feel so at ease...more than i have been for as long as i can remember...i feel that i am here for a reason now. i know my major, i know what i have to do in order to achieve that sucess, and i know that it will not only be an amazing experience, it will challenge me so greatly! right now i am the happiest i have been since...heck since ( Read more... )

this morning when i woke up i didnt really know how to feel about all of this election stuff. i love and also absolutely despise november 2nd. i love the fact that people get so passionate about their beliefs and i love that everyone wants to be heard and puts themselves out there. it is so great to see people voicing their opinion, but i HATE how ( Read more... )

why does life have to be so hard sometimes...i feel like everyone else is having such an easy time with everything and i just cant seem to manage my life right now. my heart is broken, my mind is confused, and i just cant seem to function. maybe it is from the lack of sleep...maybe i just wasnt meant to be here...right now it feels like the latter ( Read more... )

i am feeling a little bit better today, still a little down in the dumps though...its not good. oh well...i am already feeling a little better so hopefully that means that i will keep getting happier with everyday to come. not too much to talk about other than its the 8th inning of the 4th world series game and boston is leading 3 games to none and ( Read more... )

so i just finished watching varsity blues...i had never seen it before and it was definately a good one...put me in a little better mood. which is good cuz the last few days have been rough to say the least. i am tired all the time, because i cant sleep because i cant stop thinking about certain things...it is getting a little easier though. i want ( Read more... )

i have lost all hope for there ever to be anything like that in my life.

shit is what i feel like right now...its no good. a few close calls tonight...kinda scared me. but i guess thats all the fun in it right? oh well im good now...many loves to all...hope you are feeling better than i am right now.

im so excited! the red sox definately just beat the yankees and i could not be happier! the yankees deserved to lose! hehe actually i dont really care that much i just think that the yankees win to much and the red sox definately deserved the alcs title. and now they're off to the world series. so excited! ok...off to carve my pumpkin! loves!!!

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this weekend was so good for me! i got to see almost everyone that i wanted to see. and i just enjoyed being in the presence of those that i love! wasnt so happy on thursday night...but the rest of the weekend was great! basically it was just good to be home, see friends and family, and sleep in my bed:). ok well, lots to do, just wanted to say ( Read more... )