you have hurt me more than i thought ever possible. you are such an asshole and that breaks my heart because you put on this fake for everyone and i just wish that you werent so insecure that you had to do that. i am so angry but relieved at the same time. you are a poor excuse for a person and you do not even deserve this time that i am spending ( Read more... )

home sweet home...i am finally here and i am so glad to finally be here. but a little disappointed...but that happens. its all good...people move on to bigger and better things right? oh well...some times i feel like friendships are based on lies...well maybe not lies, but false hopes i guess would be the better term. i guess it is just different ( Read more... )

i am so alone. all by myself in this crazy world with no one here to hold me down and be my rock. no one here understands the way that i feel. all i want is to just to be with the people that actually understand me (more like person- cuz there really is only one person who truely understands all of me and she cant be here). it is so hard to be ( Read more... )

so im coming home in 8 days and im quite excited!! i am coming to see the inglemoor high school homecoming game and to see lots of people i went to high school with:). and im too excited to write anything else. loves to all!!!!

you piss of me off and i dont deserve this at all...i thought it was all good but it isnt. everything that you ever tell me is lies and i keep falling for it. i hate the way you make me feel! i used to feel like i was deserving of a friendship with you and now i dont even feel like im good enough for anyone! i dont understand how someone that can ( Read more... )

i really hate it when i get in moods like this. i just want to forget about everything and not have to worry about anything. rae is pissed at me...i am not a very good sister i guess...i dont know what i can do to improve our relationship i have run out of ideas...so if anyone has any ideas let me know please..i am tired of crying about it.

i got this quote from my amazing friend tyler ( Read more... )

it really is about time that i post on here again. and i promised to give a little shoutout to tyler! hey boo! how you holding up at school...i hope everything is going well and i miss you! loves!!! i really do miss everyone at home, but college life f*ing rocks(besides all of the homework)! it was kinda weird pulling into campus and actually being ( Read more... )

i thought that life was going peachy...but as it turns out i get the short end of the stick again...oh well, gain a friend take one away that is what always happens. oh well such is life.

i have missed talking to you...i think that i overreacted and it was really good to hear your voice tonight. im sorry about what happened over the summer and i hope it never happens again. i hope to hear from (and see) you soon. ok have to get back to the english now.:) loves to all!!