I woke up over it.

I have lost everyone. all of my friends. nothing I do makes sense.
oh well. might as well throw myself into the catalyst of fake friends.
I'll just party it away. fuck it.

I don't need anyone. I don't care anymore.

I miss you so.
seems like it's been
forever
since you've been
gone
please come back
home

...that song always makes me think of my brother.
he's gone again...

life. is getting better.

my existence as a human being is pretty shitty.
you can only count on me if I'm about to get fucked up with you
and sometimes not even then.
well whatever.

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my brothers coming home for TWO WEEKS tomorrow!
I'm excited...
and going to the airport tomorrow to pick him up.
I can't wait to see that boy's face.

:]

I have been a moody bitch for the past week or two

I'm in a good mood. right now
I'm happy. right now. I might not be in five minutes. but at this moment..yes... :]

life is pretty good.

I'm mad at the world right now.
yes. all of you.
for some vague reason or another.
every single person.
because I'm not important enough.
I don't care if that's selfish.