It's inanely weird to be dating. Even the word dating seems foreign to me. I've been with one guy for 4 years and thought it just might last forever. Alas, I am foolish and wrapped up in some fairy tale dream land. Dating can be so awkward, but so exciting too. The little text messages and the little phone calls. It's just all over exciting to ( Read more... )

I've lost the will to accept peoples flaws when they directly hurt me.

It's awesome to be back at school. Loving life. It's kinda of amazing right now.

Roll with the punches people and you will survive!

I suck at keeping journals...

I'm really busy...

Where has the time gone?

I fell from 7ft, almost broke my neck but instead broke my wrist bruised my chin and strained the muscles in my back and stomach... please excuse me for the next three weeks until I heal. I JUST started regaining enough feeling in my fingers from the reforming of my severed nerves to start typing again ( Read more... )

Well it's been a little over a week and I pretty much love my job. Thus far it isn't too stressful because it's just a cast of 7 (2 women and 5 guys), so I've got it pretty easy in the wig department. I'm spending most of my time cleaning and organinzing so when it does get crazy I can just run with it. I've met some fantastic people, crazy, but ( Read more... )

Oh my god. I just finished packing my room up and this room looks like a jail cell. I don't know if I can stand another two nights in here! Haha. It's so crazy to put your entire life in boxes. I came across a lot of stuff I forgot I had, it made me sad. I'm sure packing up my room at home will only bring back more memories. Oh dear ( Read more... )

I just realized how much is changing... it's crazy ( Read more... )

SO IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ( Read more... )

Stephanie and I cried today. We cried for the losses we've suffered. And now I feel a little more cleansed and a little more ready to pick the pieces up and move on. I'll never understand why, I'll never think it was fair... but at least someday I know I'll be happy because I fucking deserve it.

Tomorrow is my last day of classes... I'm so happy.