wont somebody please
hold me
release me
show me
the meaning of mercy
let me loose
fly!

.......

let your own damn self fly Jewel!

lots of plans. 
im looking forward to the next few months.

"fear.
fear makes you live in the moment.
it forces you to be present and alert."

do.
things.
you.
fear.

so i got my paycheck yesterday, and my boss hands it to be "oh. i forgot to tell you we gave you a raise ( Read more... )

school starts on monday.

break is just about... almost.. officially.. over.

im looking forward to next semester but i could reeally go for another week off.

off to lunch and work and life and stuff. 

since my parents were gone...  hannah and i were able to put up more of the big christmas decorations without stress and being critiqued .... and pretty much wanting to kill everyone in the house.
i love our real tree. and the fact that we are not using all of the homemade ornaments that have collected up over 
the last 25+ years. 
i think im going to ( Read more... )

i love this crazy, tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful beautiful life

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time ( Read more... )

and when it rains.

it pours.

recycle
reuse
reduce
and close the loop.

i dont even know anymore ( Read more... )

this week was sick ( Read more... )

life is good ( Read more... )

i have no interesting thoughts to share with you today. here goes ( Read more... )