back and forth.
to and fro.
forwards and backwards.

chelse, einstein's someday soon?

i have been pining for doug.
well im done.
im finished pining.
im finished emotional eating.
im finished being lazy.
im finished crying.

im moving on.
im working out.
im eating healthy.
im going to enjoy every moment i have.

i am so flawed.
i dont even know where to begin.
or maybe where to finish.

things are different.
im not sure how, but most things in my life have changed.
and i dont know what to like, and what not to like.
i dont know where i am. hell, i dont know who i am.

i hate this.
i feel so trapped.
im stuck.
i cant get out.

ARGHHHHH

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so jackson is killer mad at me.
i dont know what to tell, and what not to.
its impossible.
i dont know if im in love with him or just trying to get over doug.

i have no idea, and i shouldnt have led him on.
but i did, and now i have to figure out it.

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