IM GOING TO HAITI IM GOING TO HAITI IM GOING TO HAITI

im also doing a happy dance right now.

IM GOING TO HAITI!!!!!!

im trying to eat better ( Read more... )

i see him like once or twice a week. (outside of work)
i know that we just finally figured out the communication issues, and whatnot,
but i miss him. my best friend, and giant laugh all wrapped into one man.

i dont want to compare things to last summer.
we arent there yet.
i mean its summer, and its been a year.
but we arent there yet.

i miss being the ( Read more... )

gahhhh!
in TWO DAYS im going to move out for the first time on my own, for real.
usf didnt count cause i came home SO often.
its so weird.
IM SO EXCITED.
ryan, joe, evan, doug, brooke and maybe nathan are going to help me.
im going to pee my pants.
:)

im signing a lease tomorrow.
im moving out within a month.
im graduating college next year.

life is flying  by.

what happened to being 16 and working at dairy queen?
what happened to journaling constantly?
what happened to being in "love" with chris estoch?
what happened to barbies with ryan and carly?

im really happy.
doug and i are relatively solid.
im ( Read more... )

being twenty one in 40 minutes. i cant believe ive been around this long. ive been waiting for twenty one since i was like fifteen. the time flew by, seriously ( Read more... )

i was wrong.

i dont think so.
but maybe.

i am spoiled. yes, i admit it.
i have no qualms or shame about being spoiled.
im not selfish or greedy (though, of course, i have my moments)
honestly, for being spoiled, i think im pretty down to earth.
i dont expect people to treat me, nor do i hoard everything i get.

you are angry at me.
youre mad that i get my ( Read more... )

i miss my OLD life.

now can seem so empty sometimes.

i love you douglas f.
im excited to see.
<3 lovelovelove.

is there honestly, truly a point in trying to be friends first?
why put energy into a friendship, when that energy can be spent building the relationship we actually want to have?
i just cant comprehend you.
im praying again.