different he this time. not new, old ( Read more... )

he doesnt let me smile when we kiss.
and i dont think of god when i wake up in the morning.
ill find my way back down...

i was shelving books, listening to aida as loud as i could, and drew snuck up behind me ( Read more... )

im going to mexico tomorrow, yea yer! eight hours...we are doing mission work, it should
be fun. lots of building houses, getting dirty, desert exploring. will tell you all about it when i get home! love love love lollies.

HAPPY FREAKIN BIRTHDAY SUMMER!!!!!
im sorry i wont be here to celebrate with you, but we will FOR SURE when i come back!
and make up for all the partyin we missed out on this week!
LOVE TO YOU DEAR!!!

friday i got up wicked early and moved out al and lo, then ran some errands. i knew tim was gonna be in his office later in the day, so i picked up his picture and went by rich. drew was there, the first time ive seen him in 4 or 5 days or so, im sure he's enjoying girlfriend time. i talked to tim for a good 40 minutes, particularly about my future ( Read more... )

...im packing up our room ( Read more... )

you ever feel really small? like a mustard seed... its said with the faith of such device, one can move mountains. but, honestly, when sweating in the shadow of a montrous peak, when does one tiny, tan mustard ( Read more... )

...there is nothing better than waking up to someone gingerly putting the covers over you that have slipped to the floor, a sweet kiss and warm arms. our last night together, i still smell him.
im the most fuckin smitten goober ever.
SO. let the getting over him begin!

...cate blanchett said "if you know you are going to fail, then fail gloriously."
i love her. and this. that, those words, summarize me rightnow.