Ok so I am sick...feel like I'm gonna pass out, but that's not even the half of it. I got a ton of shit to do and my teachers have been cracking the whip so hard. I dunno if I can take much more, but I'll try. Just so it can be over. I've been listening to people talking about guys left and right, and I don't really mind listening. Just don't ask ( Read more... )

Mm kay, so my friend flew in last night and landed this morning supposedly. I wouldn't know if she did or not because I haven't heard from her since last night. She said she would call either after they were in the air or after they landed. So when she didn't call me last night I though, ok, maybe the flight attendent wouldn't let her. I still ( Read more... )

Some people really need to burn in a flaming tar pit. How can they be so fucking retarded!??? *sigh* I feel I am officially out of the group...dunno, it's not my decision or my fault...maybe...but that's how I feel. I know nothing, I am told little and I am often crapped upon, I have come to realize. Also they remain fucking oblivious to the world ( Read more... )

I can't stop thinking about it...it won't go away no matter how hard I try. It obviously means something because it's impossible to let it go. It hurts me more and more the more I think about it. I'm not ready to let it go. My parents ruined my life and tried to ruin it, but it didn't work. I know it didn't work. But I still won't forgive them ( Read more... )

So I just got a huge bitch slap from old history recently. Too much to explain and I'd rather not mention what this "old history is" but it was HUGE slap in the face which left me guilty as all hell...and sad, yes very sad. Kind put the cherry on top of a crappy vacation, if you can call it that ( Read more... )

On a brighter note since yesterday, I got this from a friend that made me laugh my ass off. Hehe check it out ( Read more... )

I feel lost...and irritable...not with anyone...well, with one person, but I just feel totally lost. My parents are totally paranoid about everything...where ever I go, what I do, lingering on past grades and causing me to get into a deeper hole academically. It's rediculous. I cannot do anything, go anywhere or talk to anyone without them playing ( Read more... )

Know idea what to say other than what I put as the subject...so here's a survey *shoots self ( Read more... )

I really hate the world right now. Nothing went right at all yesterday and today is no better...in fact, I stupidly made it worse. So, yesterday starts off with a pretty crappy horseback lesson. Not the worst though, but frustrating. Then, I get an email from Jinx that she wouldn't be coming to visit till probably next week because something came ( Read more... )

Ok the blue dude seriously was the freakiest thing I've ever seen. "I don't like that blue dude...I don't like him at all."