I keep trying to update. I have so much to say. I don't know who or how to say it.

You know when you're really tired and you just want to go to bed, but, it's the longest day ever and you can't, but, when you finally do it's the most amazing comfort you've ever felt. That's what it was like. Did you ever have someone look at you and wish that they would look at you like that forever? Yeah.

Yo, the next few months are going to be so emotional. I can't deal. I'm confident that I will 'cause I have to. I hope everything works out. I hope our worries are just that...worries. Maybe we just have to keep hoping. And eventually the hope will turn into trying and that will in turn lead to a loss of worry and gain of comfort. Let's hope ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning in a really weird mood. Like I felt like I lost somethign that I was so close to having. Like I did something I shouldn't have becausenow I'm going to miss out on something else. And now I'm craving my LJay ( Read more... )

I'm not ready for the committment of college. Each morning it takes me forever to committ to a shirt that I wear for say four hours? And I now have twenty six days to choose where I will spend the next FOUR YEARS of my life. I mean, I know where I want to go. Getting rejected from Binghamton made that a whole lot easier. I knew even before that ( Read more... )

-Every mini breakdown I have seems to lead to some greater realization and helps me grow into a more intelligent and emotionally sound individual (how profound ( Read more... )

One fucking minute has caused me to regress 2 months! Thank you. Thank you so FUCKING much. Geez ( Read more... )

I am so tired. I was sitting here after my two hour nap all snuggled up in a blanket. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I feel for some reason like I need to sit in my blanket for a few days and just watch Sex and the City. I feel like a lot of stuff is contributing to that, but, I can't quite put my finger on specific aspect. Maybe I'm just ( Read more... )

Senior Trip 'O5 was fantabulous.

Hello, darlings. I hope ya'll are loving the snow. I know I'm loving my tan ( Read more... )